Taking up too much space

Too much air

Too much food

Taking up others time

Never worth it

Taking up too much of everything

Wrong person in the wrong place

Being someone I’m not

Getting things I don’t deserve

Taking up too much space

Making too much noice

Waiting for the right person to come

To tell me why I’m here

Why I’m taking up other peoples time and enegy

Why can’t they just leave me to die

Let someone else take my place

My air, my enegy, my food

My body, my heart, my mind

Let someone else take my soul

Make a person worth my place

I want to leave

Just close my eyes and sleep

I can’t take this anymore

I’m leaving

I’m not thinking anymore

I’m not hurting anymore

I’m not sad anymore

I’m not crying anymore

I found peace

I found death

before - after

© Nemi 2002/2003